another quarrel what else u want? by dragging my sleep to 3am++ onwards and the next day let me go work with a tired body is that u want? why must we keep on talking every night? i try to start a topic like what u say "ANY TOPIC" so what's wrong with me talking about darren? if u can't accept me talking about darren then please don't say "ANY TOPIC" and when i'm tired i go sleep what's wrong with it? i just don't understand u at all sometime u are nice good and yet someone time u just like to go crazy.... don't go compare me with another guy or man which he treat his wife good and nice every day talk to her till late night care for her and other blar blar stuff other is other me is me 2nd don't compare with me like last time people change so does me but i know i am trying to do my part as a husband and a daddy to en en and u, i may have change but i can tell u this 70% to 90% i'm changing to be a good daddy and husband if u like the way i am last time i'm sorry to say that i am trying to be like last time but sometime things just ain't going my way...sometime i have to change for my family but not just for u only i'm not young anymore i can't be like last time playing with u till late night chit chat with u till late night spending money like waterfall alot of thing i have to change and i know u don't like it but that's how things have to go if u can't face it then u are just someone who can't grown up and face the fact and cruel world that is waiting for u and our family

to me u and en en and your family that i really treasure and i'm working hard to try to provide a good and stable life for u and your family that's why i have to work hard and work till late night i hope u can understand i really LOVE u and Lecarde to me u both are my all,and i really hope that u can understand what i say...